Obtuse

Rants will come later. Yesterday I had a usual outing with the bull. Lunch at Papa John's again. Movie session again. Watched Oz blablablabla the movie. Anything from Disney won't fail you most of the time. Shatter all horny men's dreams as you get to see Mila Kunis transform into an ugly wicked witch hhahaha.

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Ever since the day I started to lose the glitz and glamour in my life I started to have thoughts like this:


While facing adversity, sure, it is hard to see the sunshine behind the clouds. However you have two choices: Face it positively or otherwise.

To face it negatively is plain simple: BITCH BITCH AND BITCH. SULK SULK AND SULK ( keep typing suck for some reason. -_- ) WHINE WHINE AND WHINE. Period.

To face it with positively you gotta have your hopes high, and your heart and soul ignited with consistent motivation. There is another alternative which I won't recommend at all is making up stories to yourself to feel better. Then slowly, you shift your current location from earth to your imagination/fantasy/whatever the fuck you wanna name it.

Personally I choose neither of the options above.

I choose to face it REALISTICALLY.

re·al·is·tic  

Adjective Having or showing a sensible and practical idea of what can be achieved or expected: "jobs are scarce, so you've got to be realistic". Representing familiar things in a way that is accurate or true to life: "a realistic human drama".   Dictionary.com has already elaborated what I meant pretty well. ^^  For me by doing so, is just simply have a balance of positive and negative elements. Positive: Motivation. Possible of good outcomes. Opportunities. Consequences of choice. Thoughts of what do you earn after the stormy days etc. Negative: Possible bad outcomes. Obstacles. Consequences of choice.  etc. Too positive you are only gonna be crashed by your world of imagination. Too negative? Health and relationship woes.

Many bad incidents will have a good side after the bad has past, but some..... simply hopeless.

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Three days ago mom said that I have a post draft, and she will collect whatever is it for me when she is free.

Day before yesterday, I recieved fucking this pile of shit--

Salute the efficiency of the government servants. Not only I received this pile of fuck 16 days to camp starts but also this letter was sent out on the 22nd February this year. -___- 

Work ethics of a sloth. 

But that isn't the main point--- 

The main point is how much I hate talking to my family members now.

Ever since the day I was told of the existance of national service, I despise it and I refuse to go. As the years go by, I added more reasons as I have different thoughts and needs. Reasons are listed below:

1. On how much it is against my liking -- I am not an outdoor person. I hate the forest, it is so humid and dirty. I am terrified of insects. I don't like outdoor activities.

2. Many cases of death. I know that we can die anytime in any way but I can choose not to die there. Truthfully, I am not a patriotic person -___-

3. Health woes-- All these years I have this weird thing: If the weather is too hot I will feel nauseous. .___. No idea why .____. I don't even know what is going on, all I know is that it sucks every time when I am under the sun. -___- Oh, the irony. I am born in a tropical country wtf is this sorcery. Furthermore, I have arthritis. Already feel pain even if I stay at home for a day don't talk about climbing here and there like a chimp for 3 months.

4. Delays college entrance = delaying graduation and delaying the start of working. 

5. Is not fair that this doesn't involve everyone. There are rumors going around that students who are inactive in co-curricular activities will be secretly chosen by teachers. Some say otherwise. Some people say that among the children in the family, one of them will be randomly selected while the only child will definitely be chosen. I don't know, I don't give a fuck. If this involves everyone in my age then I have no say.

6. Now, if I don't go to college I need to work. Sure you get money for being in national service but the amount they pay you are equivalent to bird droppings. Only 18, not even officially 18 and I have medical bills to pay. Soon, I would need to seek treatment and probably physiotherapy. Government hospitals are not free for those non government school (previous) students. -___- No one is going to pay for me, so yeah I am the only person whom I can depend on, financially. 

7. National service is not the only place where I can learn how to mix with other races, be a team player, disciplined blablabla. I believe I have taught myself much better than what they offer. No, going to NS does not give you any higher chance of entering universities abroad. Our NS isn't internationally recognized and furthermore, this isn't even part of their requirement in the first place.

8. My maths tutor almost became a national service trainer. Why did he reject the offer? He said that almost all the male trainers molest the girls/sexually harass them in some way, whether direct or indirect. The girls cannot do anything because the supervisor also do the same! They will twist their words and in the end there is no conclusion to anything.

Before any of those fuckities happened I always tell mom those reasons of why I refused to go whenever she brings this topic up. I gave the same reasons to my aunt too. On the first day I met my dad I also told him the exact same reasons.

Yesterday my dad called and asked about the mail from NS. I told him that I called the office and told them my appointment with the rheumatologist is A DAY after the departure date and this is the only date the hospital could give me, my original date was 1st of May. -__- The lady told me that I don't have to go on that day first until I settled the delay documents/medical report blablabla.

Dad asked me to ask mom to send me to the hospital today with the letter and ask them to give me another date, since the nurse would have thought that I was bullshitting.

Why do that? I thought. Last month they already told me that the rheumatologist available dates are full and I only have 2 dates to choose from. NS is no bullshit, I would need to bring the documents the next time I go there anyway. Also, it is a very selfish act as it is completely unfair for those who had made the appointment earlier and since seeing a rheumatologist is no joke, I believe that there are people who need to see the doc more urgently than I do. After all, I am excused to wait. Time may not excuse them to..

I told my dad the above sentences and he said I have to. Again, I repeated myself that I am excused since I am going to hand in documents later. Also, if possible I do want to avoid. This is what everybody knows (or should I say, used to know.)


Then my dad asked if I don't wanna go because cow is not going. He even called him black guy, like my mom.
(If you have not been reading my past posts...FYI, dad is racist. He dislikes black people and any race from the Middle East)

One brain nerve snapped and I muttered, "Forget it." 

I was really, really close of hanging up abruptly. -__-

There goes my dad again, calling me stupid for not being able to communicate with mom so she could make me go college. 

Fucking pathetic dreamers. Not like he has never dealt with her in this way before. If not, they wouldn't get a divorce in the first place.

No dad, I am not negative. I am being realistic here that being the most stubborn person on earth, she means what she says. She gets whatever she wants and will do whatever to reach it. She will get away from the bad, while we cannot. 

Dad later asked: "Can you just stop focusing on fighting for your own rights?"

"Let's just face it, everybody is doing so, am I right or what?" Followed by my sarcastic giggle. 

Dad got pissed off and hung up.

Both of my parents asked me why can't I obey the rules like my cousin and obediently go to NS? 

They must have forgotten that the one and only reason why cousin went to NS is because her parents said they will give her an I-pad if she goes. (Sad for her, the I-pad 2 launched 2 days after she got her I-pad. LOL) 


This afternoon my cousin called and asked if I am going for NS, and why am I not going.

Conclusion: Talking to my family members has became a fucking waste of time.

I think there really is a possibility that stupidity, ignorance and obtuse characteristics are genetic. -sigh-

Am I right or what? People should really wake the fuck up and stop being delusional. -____-

angst.

I tried to wait for something happy to blog about but I failed. I shall give back a little piece of what life gives me here.

So this evening I called the.... juris contact. Better known as NUR hotline. I just feel so juvenile to say that it is actually a child services line for people below 18 years old, mostly for reporting child abuse and sexual harassment but they do also provide other services like counselling.

My family now thinks that I am a selfish, immature love sicked dumb fuck. All thanks to the lies my mom convinced herself to live in. My friends don't understand simply because... they live a normal, simple life, which is in fact, isn't a choice of life. This was actually suggested by the bull. I know that chances are the social workers are going to fall into the category of the ordinary (the main reason of not calling earlier) but there is no one out there who can help. It is a toll free helpline so... why not give it a try?

As I reached the hotline I was greeted in Malay.

Holy shit, I thought to myself.

Being considered multilingual myself and most of the people here tend to have imbalanced mastery of the language. Some are only good at communicating while some are only good in flawless, beautiful writing but when it comes to talking is all just... as blunt as dinosaur rawrs.

Like most non malays I can't speak proper malay. I can write well, but I speak with a horrible uneducated accent with hints of chinese slangs. (lah, meh, lor etc) It is almost impossible to speak in a full sentence of malay words, unless the malay word is the same as english. -___-

But yet, I still managed to tell every necessary part of the story, as the obviously mind fucked counselor heavily responded with uhummmm and uhuhhhhs.

I truly appreciate her for listening to me speaking in her mother tongue, half fucked. Also, I am glad that she did not judge me based on having a boyfriend at a "young age" , or giving me that biased lecture on why we kids should listen to adults yadiyadadada.

However, as expected, I didn't get a proper answer for anything.

I don't blame her though. She is mostly seeing my mom being the same as average moms. This is definitely something new to her, stranger than the abuse cases she receives.

She did got one and only thing right-- The main source of the problem is communication error between both of us.

Like many have suggested she asked me to sit down and talk to her.

I just told her, "Yeah sure, if it works, I wouldn't call you anyway"

She then proceeded by repeating her suggestion again.

Through out the whole 45 minute conversation I am very sure that she has repeated that for at least 5 times. No shit.

In the beginning I have already emphasized that I do not want to bring this matter to any authority because:

1. Not enough of evidence from myself, and of her being financially okay as she doesn't pay taxes.
2. I am very sure that no one would be willing to be my evidence.
3. Since she was alerted by cow's mother mentioning about child services she would have prepared herself a new phase of this and convince herself and others to live in it.
4. Who the fuck is gonna pay lawyer fees???? zzzz

Instead, I asked for her opinion on what should I do, what precautions I should take, and other forms of aids available out there which I am not aware of.

She asked me to do STPM. I told her that I have been in a private high school for 5 years then she said then I can't do it.

She asked me to take loan from PTPTN. I told her that I wanna do pre-U and PTPTN does not give out loans for such students.

JPA? Fuck that I ain't no bright student.


Knowing that she can't do anything to give my brain a break from thinking of all these shit, I asked her one last question: IF after receiving my SPM results, I fail to get a scholarship and she refuses to pay, what can I do?

She told me to call the Ministry of Education so they could help.

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*The sound wave of her words spreaded to the whole world, and the monkeys all over the globe scratched their heads profusely for the next 10 minutes or so. *

Later, she told me to talk to my previous school counselor so she could talk to my mom.

Heavens! Most golden piece of advice ever!

Cow suggested me to call again, hopefully to get another person to attend to me. Trying tomorrow morning or something.

Sometimes I really don't know if living a different life is a blessing or a curse.

Slice of pork

Never liked posting questionnaires but randomly found one so there you go, a bit more of me, answering useless questions to kill boredom. Get ready to see boring, monotone answers....

1 - Who was the last person you texted? Cow.

2 - When is your birthday? A day before Halloween. Think fast!

3 - Who do you want to be with right now? Cow.

4 - What sports do you play? If typing on the keyboard is considered a sport for my fingers then it shall be.

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts? COW. FREAKING COW

6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment? Numb by Usher. They say life is a battlefield, I say bring it on. :) At this point it will be great if I can go numb. :)

7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with? Cow. Because he would know how to survive. If everything fails and we are starving I think we would have a really competitive and good fight between life and death-- is either the cow turns to steak, or the pig turns to pork. Roasted pork. Battle of the cusines. Mhmmm.

8 - What do you feel right now? Nothing at all.

9 - What chocolate is your favourite? Normal, brown, strong milky tasting chocolate balanced with suitable amount of coaca. 

10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have? 1 and only. <3

11 - Why did you create a Blogspot account? Already have one since 5 years ago, but as for this blog... it was just plain boredom, and also gave in to that short, screaming urge of writing last December.

12 - Who is your favorite blogger? I am gonna add an s to bloggers. Definitely Xiaxue and Maddox. The two are sincere, real, intelligent and brutally honest. They are not afraid of speaking out their minds despite the risk of offending many. Maddox's controversy is up till the extend of being banned in Apple stores and in Dubai, UAE. O_O 

13 - Where do you want to be right now? Anywhere which has pretty landscape, old buildings and weather. Like Ireland.

14 - What do you want to be in the future? 

15 - When was the last time you cried? How do I even answer this? I am a pathatic whine. :(

16 - Are you happy? Shall elaborate my answers in this way:

Friends: Generally yes. Partner(cow): Yes.  Family: The opposite of yes. 

17 - Who do you miss? The loved one :D

18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life? Yeah. I feel like the best word to describe my life is half-fucked. Everything comes and goes too fast. And I wish to live another life with a better brain, it sucks being stupid. 

19 - What was the best thing you are given? Cow. The one who changed my whole life. :3

20 - Who was the last person who called you? Cow. He just hunged up and said if I don't call him back in 5 seconds we are over. -___-

21 - What is your favorite dish? ONE DOES NOT SIMPLY HAVE A FAVOURITE DISH. 

22 - Who is your best friend? Jasmine/momma. 

23 - What is your biggest regret? Not thinking of the future when I had the fortune.

24 - Who do you spend crazy moments with? Cow, and momma.  ♥♥ It is a bit sad that all my close friends are not crazy enough to my liking :/ But they are opening up, thanks to momma :D

25 - Name someone pretty: Selena Gomez. I like her moderately sharp features, perfectly fitting her baby face.

26 - Who was the last person you hugged? Cow or momma. Not sure.

27 - What kind of music do you listen to? Anything I find addictive.

28 - Are you over your past? Depends. School life? No. I just don't understand how I offend people with just my looks without knowing anything about me. Friendship? Just a bit as right now I still feel close to Jas. I still miss my primary best friend a bit, but I know we are never ever ever getting back together. Love? Yes, definitely, as I know what I really want and I am grateful for what I have <3 No, because there will definitely be trouble at some point for a very long time, especially during the time I am really in love. 

29 - Who is the last person in your contacts? God knows.

30 - What kind of person do you want to date? It is kinda difficult to answer as I am attached. But the main criteria at this moment IF I am single would be open minded, sincere, caring and should be brutally honest.

31 - Do you have trouble sleeping at night? Lately yes because mom off the wifi too early + aching scumbag joints. -___-

32 - From whom was the last text message you received? Cow, sending me the prepaid top up code.

33 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt? Anything which fits me perfectly and I can wear for a long time. Most preferably discounted.

34 - How’s your heart? Beating? I am not dead yet.

35 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”? Yes.

36 - Do you like someone as of the moment? Like no. Love yes.

37 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend? I hope you and your siblings could be off without your overly attached mother and someday. :)

38 - Do you have any phobias? Water, insects, dead living things.

39 - Did you try to change for a person? I never tried but only till recently for the loved one because it is for the better. 

40 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone? I think this suggestion should be given by the lucky receivers of my gifts... the frequency of me gifting is as frequent as a shooting star.

41 - Would you go back to your previous relationship? No. I am very happy with what I have now.

42 - Are you in a good or bad mood? None.

43 - Name someone you can’t live without: Something which gives you milk, cheese and steak.

44 - Describe your dream date: I am not a fantasy person, so let me play you the sound of my brain:: 

45 - Describe your dream wedding: 

46 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s? -

47 - Have you ever been kissed? -__- asking the obvious.

48 - How long is your longest relationship? 1 year & 6 months. 

49 - Do you regret your past? 50-50.

50 - Can you do something stupid for someone else? Yeah, if they really fucking matter. 

51 - Have you ever cried over someone? If you don't, please enter a mental asylum now. :)

52 - Do you have a grudge against anyone? No. Fucks are too hard to give now these days.

53 - Are you a crybaby? When I was 7. Poor mom had to go to school 4 times a day to check on me. If not, the cow will be depended on. :D

54 - Do people praise you for your looks? Yes but I doubt that they are sincere.

55- Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t have? This is a basic phase of life, why ask?

56 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret? Possibly?

57 - Do you like getting hurt? I don't like, but I am used to it and always ready to get hurt.

58 - Does anyone hate you? I don't think I can count the amount of people who hate me hahaha. Is my life that fabulous to the eyes of the haters? :3 -smirks-

59 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”? His name has two Rs though.

60 - What hair color do you prefer? I want to try as many crazy colours I can before 21. After entering college(if that's even possible) gonna go for purple gradient <3 <3 <3

61 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it? Only 3 things: Better body ratio, more balanced facial features, and better brains. An extra brain should be good too.

62 - Do you love someone as of the moment? *sings crazy little thing called love* 

63 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself? Even I am not supposed to, I automatically look down at people who have not been through such a phase and get over it because that kinda means that you do not go through life enough. :X 

64 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?  I had issues with... Almost everyone! MUAHAHAHA. I don't like them anyway, most of the kids in my previous school are bitter, quiet and shallow so I don't bother. -__-

65 - Can you live without internet? Only if I have more interesting things to do.

66 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone? I swear this time I mean it by Mayday Parade. He shared this song to me and that was the time when I was more convinced that he is the one :3

67 - Are you good at holding back your tears? Not sure

68 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical? All the time buddy. 

69 - Are you a KPOP fan? <<---- HAHAH THE NUMBER. I like Bigbang. Taeyang and TOP are too hot.

71 - Do you study hard? Go on and keep trying to make me laugh my ass off.

72 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love? Yes.

73 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight? Nope. 

74 - Have you ever ridden a boat? Yeah 

75 - Did you have an accident last year? No.

76 - What kind of person are you? What? I am a pig. Oink oink oink....

77 - Have you ever thought of killing someone? In a serious sense, no.

78 - Have you ever been jealous? Sometimes. 

79 - How can you prove your love to someone? Is that a question?

80 - What are you thinking right now? Fuck I have to rearrange the numbers because there was 1 question repeated and I don't want it on repeat. Ah whatever no one is gonna realize it anyway. Maybe I wouldn't too when this is posted. No dinner oh noooo, will mom pack?..... Ah my maple charatcer level is 1 hundred and fucking 4 woooooo..........(and it goes on)

81 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts? Never checked

82 - Do you have any memories you want to erase? Who doesn't?

83 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel? Yes but I think I am/was just a weakling.

84 - Did you ever badmouth someone? Pretty sure everyone has. But I only do it with truths. 

85 - Have you ever had an argument with someone? Isn't that part of normal human interaction? zz

86 - Do you have trust issues? Yes. The world is getting uglier by day.....

87 - Are you broken-hearted? No!

88 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”? Steakkkk

89 - Do you think all the pain is worth it? Depends what is the outcome later? Or the process I've went through

90 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”? Mostly yes

91 - Who do you want to marry? -oinks-

92 - Do you believe in destiny? A bit

93 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”? Yes. Like right now.

94 - How do you look right now? Sexier than ever, spicy hot in fucking old Armani tee and 3 quarter stripey leggings in hot pink and black. Oh, braless too.

95 - Do you believe that first true love never dies? No? But it all depends how was your first.

96 - Have you found your true love? Will it be too early to say yes? :X ......

97 - What should you be doing right now? Being by the cow's side should be awesome >_<

98 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends: Jon.

99 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough? Why not? Look at me now.

Everybody fucking lies. 

asscrack

A bit of the recents: (not in order unless stated otherwise)

Around 2 weeks ago I went out shopping with cousin and she introduced me to Italiannies as they were having a "prosperity" set promotion. It is a 2 course meal, serving an appitizer and main course dish, consisting of their complimentary serving of bread served with balsmic vinegar and olive oil dip. SUPER LOVE the mixture, tastes like dipping in premium red wine. :3 EXCEPT IF YOU USE TESCO BALSMIC VINEGAR OH MY GOODNESS IT IS SO BAD. Cousin and I loved the bread so much and we were literally so upset when people just leave their breads at one side ( I can conclude than here people don't really like bread :( ) I managed to take a plate of bread from the table infront of us before anyone sees us muahahahahaha. Hey I am also doing the restaurant (and the earth) a favour by reducing food wastage alright? Teeheee.

Went back there again last Sunday, cousin's treat as it was her birthday on Saturday. :3 Usually I would be the one who will buy the birthday girl a meal but since she insisted making me a guest I will definitely will not oblige. :DDD

Excuse my body shape of a 12 year old. Was trying to look nice and casual by pairing up with clothes bought just for one occation and a clutch bag I regret buying after realizing it is a replica of Alexander McQueen.

Painted my brittle set of nails at Topshop. Never knew red looks so nice on me. On the other hand, cow pointed that it makes me look like a dracula/whatever blood sucking living thing despite only seeing the remaining, stubborn colourant on my nails.

Knitted cardigan which shares identical looks with the bomber jacket I have been dying to own. 

Hooray to 1 item out of the wishlist! :D 

 Wilted rose which I got from Watsons when I purchased my hair dye. The beauty of the rose just vanished as days went by, following the path of my hopes and dreams. Ah, just go numb now.

Was uncle's birthday yesterday and aunt gave me a huge slice of Mile crepe-- equivalent to 2-3 slices if you purchase by slice at Authur's Hokkaido bakery. :D

Another family outing with momma and the cow. :D Also visited Hiaoyee before we head home. Her Pomeranian, Bobby has gone much fatter! :D :D :D I FUCKING LOVE FAT, FURRY ANIMALS. <3 <3 even though it is unhealthy for them >_< FAT COWS, CATS, DOGS, RABBITS, PIGS, GOTTA FUCK    CUDDLE THEM ALL EVERY SECOND :D

Spoling a movie for you.

Let's start this post bright and gleeful-- 5 more days till CNY ends but it is never too late to have a family reunion with momma and son in law (cow) :D

Watched Together, a movie from HK starring the seemly immortal looking Michelle Chen.

Shall not make anyone to guess because it actually shocks you more that she is actually 30 years old this year @_______@

The movie is not bad, you get a balance of everything, humor, sadness and fap moment whenever Angelababy appears. Oooh, and also a good view of a Chanel haul. :3 :3 :3 I think cow got a bit annoyed when I ooh-ed at her cruise collection bags :X Pssst, I think her tits are starting to sag though ._. First world problems for having huge tits hmm... Stupid cow also kept pointing at me when the forever alone guy criticizes her for being materialistic -___- Really?  -__- After 9 months Y U STILL NO UNDERSTAND ME huhuhuuu T__T

There are 2 main stories in the movie:

(1) Jojo (Michelle Chen) 's fiance ran away on the wedding day and she got into a car accident and a police man saved her. However, Jojo suffers from chronic memory loss while the police man suffers from a condition which paralyses his facial expressions, leaving him poker faced all the time. (Fun fact: this condition REALLY exists. You can see this on depressed people anyway. ) He has a hot girlfriend who always travel around for work and of course, she isn't happy that he couldn't smile. Michelle Chen and Donnie Yen looks a bit mismatched together based purely on looks and the movies they starred in  .___. Impossibly innocent high school sweetheart X Legendary martial arts fighter. Put that in your head lol. And his ex played by Christina something is too slutty for him ._.

Or maybe that's his preference like how Jacky Chan ALWAYS end up with girls young enough to be his daughter. :3

(2) Forever alone police man who is obsessed with pork chop rice meets material freak (Angelababy). Material girl has it all-- a look which can ignite boners, good brains and a decent job... But materialism is her main weakness. They met each other through some Iphone app and the story goes on... She also deals with her cunning boss who always tries to impress her with all the things he has, (and make you feel like kicking his balls) expecially his Lambo sports car. Eeeeeew. Why Bosco Wong is chosen to play this role? So... douchebaggery. So not Bosco Wong IMHO :X

First story is definitely the most interesting one because it is something different among the other romance movies. No one would expect any chemistry between a girl with a memory capacity of a 500mb memory card (quoted from the movie haha) and an physically emotionless man.

I think that the whole movie will be much much, much more interesting if at least one character comes from a poor family. Everyone is rich in the movie, therefore being rich = less obstacles = more time for all the shit in the world = guaranteed sacrifices= less suspense = less romance. If let's say Jojo is poor and no one could pay for her brain operation, we might get to see more tear jerking sacrifices from someone close to her. If Angelababy actually got bankrupt (even though she deserves it) , you can be gloating over the scene where all her Pradas, Chanel and LVs are being moved out from her princessy closet as she burst into tears. Isn't that much thrilling? LOL

Oh, the movie will be less irritating if they reduce the sound effects -__- Come on, your viewers should have the ability to feel the scene themselves, no need for too many unnecessary piano tones and violin music -__-

Can say that it is really enjoyable to watch overall. :3 AND FOR ONCE, A MOVIE WHICH HAS A PROPER ENDING, WHERE CONCLUSIONS ARE ALL GIVEN TO ALL SITUATIONS OMG.

Just to keep this place alive and happier so kthxbai

My money collecting trip wtf

Literally haha.

The reason why I went to Penang because my aunt from UK were there for a visit, 5 years after grandma's passing. Only saw my cousins once and never seen my niece/nephew before. They also claimed that they wouldn't come back anymore. (who wouldn't expect that haha) Hence this is a once in a lifetime opportunity to see them, unless I can actually save up for a trip there. :X

On the 11th uncle sent me to Central and took a bus to LCC terminal.

Bus pic. :D

Turned out that I was too early at the airport to board on the plane so bought boost smoothies and took 1 hour to drink it as I did people watching. Arrived at Penang at 2.30, dad and uncle just arrived on time. Went to his place and watched Planets of the Apes before heading to dinner at Equatorial hotel.

There were plates of fruit gummies and chocolate coins served at the entrance of the Chinese restaurant . Our family polished off the gummy plates muahahhaa. Even British kids who are too used to high quality/organic /not cheap tasting food loves them lol.

Wouldn't say much about the food because it was pretty bad. The amount of unfresh ingredients used is too damn high that they can chemically combine and explode into rotten bits. -__-

My uncle who recently became anal about the whole halal thing really disturbed the hell out of us. Before that as long as the place serves pork free dishes he doesn't mind. Now, he rather stay in the hotel than staying at my dad's place because he doesn't dare to touch my dad's plates which has served pork -___________________- Just a year not seeing him and suddenly became like this oh god why -____- Oh, I don't think he realized that he ate pork... which is what the Chinese sausage made of. :D

Presenting a few pics of the dinner:

 Pepe, my only niece. Future Emma Watson perhaps? She is sooooo pretty, and she knows it too!

Cousin Mark and long term gf Geraldine. Heard that they were high school sweet hearts awwww.

Ladies, too much sun will do more than good to you. Use protection or regret later.

Sitting beside me was Jonas, the cutest and the shyest among all. (besides Jonas was Ben and my uncle.) When I said hi to him when he first met, he turned his head to his daddy's shoulders (bald guy in pics here) :( Wanted to take a picture but he immediately burst into tears when he saw the camera T___T His dad gave him chocolate coins, helped him to open it and then taught him how to open the other one. Celebrated his success and he gave me a coin! :D Awwww. Kids. They are so pure >_<

Quickly took a sneaky picture before he cries at the camera again. :X

More pics of family:

Dad, uncle and aunt.

Mark and I. Is it me or he has similar features with Adam Lavine? :3 :3 :3

Everyone later went to my uncle's house.

Me, surrounded by people with high quality genes T__T

The woman next to me is my cousin Deborah, she is the mother of the 3 kids! Conclusion?Beautiful mommy produces beautuful kids. Most of the time at least.

12th Feb:

Hair colour faded by two tones T__T The L'occitane shampoo for damaged and dry hair I have been using for a few days messed up my hair badly. The oils ( I suppose) contained in the shampoo made my hair looked as oily as if  it hasn't been washed for a week WTF. And it is sold at 250ml for 79 bucks -__-

Maybe it suits elephant hair. Idk.

Did some visiting at distant relatives' house. Had horrible KFC for lunch. Chicken skin was not crispy at all and soaked in oil omfg. Went to Gurney Drive at night to let the angmohs try local food.

Too much food does make you sleepy :L

It was drizzling that night when we arrived, but it doesn't stop the crowd flooding in the place. No hawker was free to attend to us and install an umbrella at the table so we had to eat under the rain. The whites weren't that happy about it :P

Most of them weren't used to the food, the only food they are okay eating were satay, glutinous balls covered in peanuts(don't know the name -__- ) and herbal jelly.

Sent them to the mall they parked their car and bidded goodbye. But before that..

camwhore-ed with Pepe who loves cats :D I used to have a similar stuffed toy for my very first birthday :D

13th Feb:

Nothing much, just went to Queensbay mall in the afternoon for lunch before heading to the airport.

Moomoo :D

Toodles.

Be my valentines ^^

So today the cow and I went out to celebrate Valentine's day, a day where many, many fucks are given. And so did we haha. No puns intended heeheee. :P Was a pretty ordinary outing, nothing fancy. Lunch at Papa John's, and watched good day to die hard. Holy hell the car stunts. X.X 

Wished I could get him something better but he insisted on MOL points for maple money :X

While I wait for the next cow's bake, which worths more than anything else <3

Sometimes less do mean more, teehee. Would not have realized that, if it wasn't for him :D

Meanwhile..AS AN OVERLY ATTACHED GF I AM ALREADY IMAGINING THIS CONVERSATION IN MY HEAD..

Kid: "Mommy, daddy, have you two ever celebrate valentine's?"

Me: "Oh yes sweetie, mommy and daddy even celebrated our first valentine's ever together!"

Kid: "Wow that's soooooo cool! What did you guys do? Tell me tell me! Uhh ohhhh.... " -opens eyes wide-

 (ps: I do think that if I ever breed, my offspring will be quite dirty minded =.=)

Me: "Mommy and daddy went to the mall to hang out and we witnessed a scene where someone jumped off the 6th floor after arguing with her boyfriend."

Kid: ................

And man seriously, fuck each and everyone who posted the picture of the corpse on facebook -___- We all got it, we all know it already, for those who weren't there we saw the CSI themed scene, it is absolutely not necessary for us to be shared the horrible scene with, fuck you very very much. z